An Abandoned Suicide Note
A letter I wrote to myself, for myself, before a suicide attempt that I abandoned.
The following is a suicide note from long ago for an attempt that was not followed through on. It is depressing and triggering, to say the least. I am fine and safe and this should be taken as no indication of me being in the dark state I was in at the time I wrote this letter.
I never knew what would push me towards suicide or what could. I felt that something would have to fundamentally change in my brain. A total shift in perspective must occur. Not to contemplate suicide — I already have done so for years – but to take the leap is another thing.